What I Learned by Depending on God to Lose Weight – Lost 10 lbs.

I’d like to share some insights of what I learned by depending on God to help me lose weight. To begin with, I replaced my nighttime binge eating habit with searching through the Bible for a scripture to encourage me. No organized plan, just random searching.

Depending on God to help me lose weight. (Picture by Deborah Crocker)

This plan was based on Joshua 1:8- This Book of the Law shall not depart from your mouth, but you should meditate in it day and night, that you may observe to do all that is written in it, for then you will make your way prosperous, and then you will have good success.

I do want success and to lose my excess weight. Don’t you? So, here’s a list of what I learned during this experiment:

1. Pray first, before looking at a menu, before deciding what to cook in your kitchen, and before ordering at the fast food drive-up. Pray before every food situation. I don’t know about you, but I need wisdom in my food choices. (If you need wisdom, ask our generous God, and He will give it to you. He will not rebuke you for asking. James 1:5 NLT)

2. Listen for God’s guidance. Usually, it’s a quiet knowing in your heart. (Your ears shall hear a word behind you, saying, “This is the way, walk, in it,” whenever you turn to the right hand or whenever you turn to the left. Isaiah 30:21

3. Follow God’s guidance. Obey His leading. Before every meal, pray for wisdom. Wait until you know. Then follow as He leads you.

Depending on God to help me lose weight. (Picture by Deborah Crocker)

4. Wait until you are hungry before eating. With me, usually my stomach growls. Sometimes, it’s just an empty feeling.

5. Stop eating before you get full. Don’t argue with God, you want it all. I’ve done that before and it resulted in weight gained. So, if you want God to lead you, follow His guidance.

6. Sometimes your body wants to keep what you ate and not let it go. Therefore, the scales will stay the same for days. But hold on, if you continue to stay on program, the scales will go down. Never give up.

7. Use the scales as a tool, not punishment. They’ll help you learn how specific foods affect your body. For example, some people consider pork skins a good snack since they’re zero carbs. But pork skins cause me to gain weight.

8. Be careful, even what you consider to be low calorie foods can cause weight gain. Remember, all things in moderation. Once, I ate three bowls of egg drop soup thinking it was safe to eat as comfort food. I thought it was low calorie. Nope, it caused weight gain. So be careful.

9. Don’t beat yourself up for mistakes. (See above concerning egg drop soup.) Just consider it a lesson learned.

10. Celebrate your victories, even your small victories, but not with food. How many times did our moms reward us with a cookie for good behavior as a child? No wonder I love cookies. I was the good child. Laughter.

But thanks be to God, who gives us the victory through our Lord Jesus Christ. 1 Corinthians 15:57

Depending on God to help me lose weight
It takes faith. (Photo by Deborah Crocker)

“Experience My Love” – God

My child, tell the others how much I love them so they can experience My love too. It is more than “get saved”. It’s to live in and experience My love for them, for I truly love each one.

If only they could comprehend the infinity of My love for them. If only they could understand infinite expanse of My love for them. Then they would gladly come into My Presence.

Experience His love
Experience God’s Love (Photo by Deborah Crocker)

But alas, some listen to the lies of the enemy who tells them I only want to control them and make their lives miserable. They suppose I am full of impossible rules of submission, performance, and more work. Nay, I say. Lies, lies.

What I do want is to fill their lives with joy unspeakable, love without boundaries, inexpressible love, and peace within their hearts, souls, and mind. This peace is inconceivable to those who reject My love.

My Child, it’s My pleasure to be with My children just as it’s your pleasure to be with your children.

My Lord, how we all need you, your love, the peace you give, and the joy we have in your Presence. Oh, the sweetness of life is your Presence, the joy of being in your Presence. Thank you for your love.

In fact, I am the God of eternal love, not the condemning God that the enemy, the chief liar, accuses Me of being. Yes, I am the God of the unconceivable, beyond your comprehension love, love beyond eternity.

I know it is hard for you to fully understand the fullness of My love. But as you come forth into My Presence you will understand more and more. Indeed, as you seek My Presence, you will experience more and more of My love, joy and peace.

My Lord God Almighty, I do want Your Presence with me. I do want Your love.

Experience God’s Love (Photo by Alexis Crocker)

Child, I also want you. This is so I can fill your heart, soul, and mind with My love, joy, and peace. Try to understand the fullness of My love.

The enemy, chief of liars, has portrayed Me as the hard judge just waiting to punish you every time you step out of line. Not so, I am the God of eternal beyond comprehension, eternal love, joy, and peace.

What I offer to those who will accept it, is a life of love, joy, peace, and assurance of victory, no matter the circumstances. So come, My child, come receive what I offer you, a new life of love, joy, and peace, a new life of victory.

Come receive. Because I am not a God who takes away joy and demands your sacrifice. No, instead, I am a God who willingly sacrificed Myself for you. I gave all of Myself for you so that you could freely receive true life eternal.

Experience God’s Love (Photo by Deborah Crocker)

Come, experience My love. Bask in My love, a love you have never had before. Because I offer you true life, more abundantly full of love, joy, and peace. Now come receive what I have in My hand for you. It’s just waiting for you to receive.

Yes Sir, here I am. Fill me, Lord with Yourself. Fill me with more of You. I choose You. Help me to walk in Your will, in all things, in all my ways.

God’s Love for You

What then shall we say to these things? If God is for us, who can be against us? He who did not spare His own Son, but delivered Him up for us all, how shall He not with Him also freely give us all things? Romans 8:31-32

For God so loved the world that He gave His only begotten Son, that whoever believes in Him should not perish but have everlasting life. John3:16

Greater love has no one than this, than to lay down one’s life for his friends. John 15:13

It takes faith. (Photo by Deborah Crocker)

Listen And Obey Without Hesitation

Child, if you will listen and obey without hesitation, then “I will instruct you and teach you in the way you should go. I will guide you with My eye.” Psalms 32:8.

Lord, that’s what I want. Guide me, lead me.

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Then, My child, you must be willing to listen and obey without hesitation the first time, not later. So follow My instructions immediately when you hear My voice speaking to your heart.

But Lord, how will I know it’s You and not myself speaking to myself?

Child, you will know. My children hear My voice, “Your ears will hear a word behind you, saying, ‘This is the way, walk in it,’ whenever you turn to the right hand or whenever you turn to the left” Isaiah 30:21

Lord, I want to hear Your voice.

Then My child, you must be willing to listen. Be still before Me and listen. Be still before Me and listen. Fine tune your ears. Shut out all distractions and be willing to listen and obey. Also, be willing to follow as I lead you.

Be still and know I am God. . . Psalms 46:10

Lord, what do you say now?

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God loves you. (Photo by Deborah Crocker)

Child, I love you; I adore you, and I will never give up on you no matter how many times you turn away. I will always be calling your name and I will always be calling on your heart. So come before Me now, My child, and let Me speak to your heart, soul, and mind.

Then I will fill you with Myself, My Presence, so that you may go forth sharing My love with those I place in your path. Even those that irritate you, share My love with them. Even those that intimidate you, share My love with them. And even those who hurt and disappoint you, share My love with them.

Because that’s what I do. Many have hurt and disappointed Me. But yet, I continue reaching out for them, each one, to share My love with them. Even though many reject Me, I still continue reaching out to them in love.

Because I am patient, I will wait as long as it takes to reach each one. Also, I am constantly providing opportunities and additional chances for each one to come to Me in surrender so that I may bless them. I plan to each one individually with My love, My precious tender love.

Since I’ve already made the sacrifice. I’m only waiting for them, each one, to suddenly awaken from their slumber and spiritual blindness to come to the realization of My deep love for them, for each one exactly where they are and what they are doing. I am still calling on their hearts, souls, and minds.

Come home, My child. Come home, for I am waiting to bless you with blessed assurance of My love for you. So, come home My Child. Run into My waiting arms to receive you with My forgiveness of all your past, all your present, and even all your mistakes in your future.

In fact, I will heal you of your brokenness, both inside and out. So come forth, My child. Come into My Presence for I am calling your name. I have not forgotten you and I never will.

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But it is up to you to choose, for I will never ever force Myself upon you. No, instead I am forever waiting for you, to receive you into My arms, to love you and to cover you with My blessings of love eternally.

Come to Me, My child. I am calling your name. In fact, I have your name written on My hand. I will never forget you or forsake you. I will never cheat on you for I am the one who loves you more than you can imagine or know.

So come to Me, My child, for I am here for you. I offer unto you a life filled with joy and peace, love and joy. Come unto Me, My child. Come unto Me.

Never Give Up! (Photo by Deborah Crocker)

Obedience Brings Freedom

My child, I say unto you, “Obedience brings freedom.” You want a diet, a program, or a plan. But My child, it is obedience that brings freedom.

Obedience brings freedom
Freedom, success, and victory is possible with God. (Phot by Deborah Crocker)

When you are on a diet, program, or exercise plan, you obey the structure of that plan. You hope it will bring you desired results. But why not obey My plan for you? Then you will be on My program and My plan for you.

My plan for you is the highest and the best. So why not follow My instructions in obedience and yield your desires to My will for you? In fact, Child, obedience is a key to freedom.

When you follow a structured diet plan, you are obeying its rules. So why not follow My plan for you? My plan will bring you victory and success.

But Lord, I can’t seem to stick to any plan for that matter.

Believe. God has already designed your victory. (Phot by Deborah Crocker)

Oh, why do you doubt, My child of little faith? Know ye not yet, I AM the God of all, over all things? I have all power and all ability to set you free. So come to Me for your deliverance. My truth shall set you free.

But Lord, what is truth?

The truth is I AM the God that healeth thee. I AM the God who gave His life in exchange for yours. I AM the God who loves you more than any other. And I AM the God who reaches out to you in love. In fact, I AM for you, and I want your success and victory.

Child, I have come to save the world, whosoever will believe. You believe I rose from the dead. Now believe I can bring forth your victory. You don’t have to stay in this place of defeat. Because I have already planned for your victory. Now you just need to believe it.

But Lord, when it comes to food, I go braindead. In fact, I become a zombie and mindlessly overeat.

My Child, this is a trap of bondage to compulsive overeating. Because I created food for you as nourishment for your body, not as a stronghold of defeat. Child, I have come to set you free. So walk in My freedom today for I have already planned and delivered your victory.

It is not My will for you to walk in defeat and shame. But it is My will for you to walk in victory. Now, My child, go forth today in your victory.

Look for your victory
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Feed On This

For with God nothing is ever impossible and no word from God shall be without power or impossible of fulfillment. Luke 1:37 AMPC

Now all glory to God, who is able, through His mighty power at work withing us, to accomplish infinitely more than we might ask or think. Ephesians 3:20 NLT

Jesus said to him, “If you can believe, all things are possible to him who believes.” Mark 9:23 NKJV

Never Give Up! (Photo by Deborah Crocker)

Freedom Through Surrender

Child, you can gain freedom through surrender.

Lord, I don’t understand.

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My Lord will give you victory. (Picture by Deborah Crocker)

Child, I offer unto you freedom from all that entraps you, for I AM the way to freedom. It is through surrender of your will to My will that your freedom is released unto you.

The more you surrender, the more you are set free. This does not sound logical to you, freedom found in surrender. But it is so, for I AM the God of the universe, and all things will be as I declare it to be so.

Now go forth in Your freedom, the one I designed for your life. Go forth in your victory. Never give up, except to surrender your will to Mine. Then you will be filled with My power and strength to go forth as I lead you to victory.

Look for your victory
Freedom comes through surrender to God’s will. (Photo by Deborah Crocker)

I have a victory designed for each life. If only they would stop running in their circles long enough to seek My will and then surrender, then they would find their victory. Because I am a God of victory, I have already planned the best for each life.

In fact, I win every time, no matter what you see. Know this, as you look around to behold what you see, I AM the WINNER overall. And I always have the victory for I am the God of victory. So, rejoice, my child for your victory is at hand.

Child, your victory is here now! Already done. So, rejoice!

Feed On This

I have not yet reached my goal, and I am not perfect. But Christ has taken hold of me. So, I keep on running and struggling to take hold of the prize. My friends, I don’t feel I have already arrived. But I forget what is behind, and I struggle for what is ahead. Philippians 3:12-13 CEV

Rejoice in the Lord always. Again, I will say, rejoice! Philippians 4:4 NKJV

For the Lord is the Spirit, and wherever the Spirit of the Lord is, there is freedom. 2Corinthians 3:17 NLT

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Never Forget Your Dreams, Never Give Up

No matter what’s going on in your life, I want to encourage you “Never forget your dreams. Never give up”.

For me, a lifetime struggle has been my weight. Most of my life I have weighed over 200+ pounds. But back in 2013, God worked a miracle in my life. I weighted 241 pounds, and He helped me lose around 90 pounds.

Me, in 2013, weighing 241 pounds (Photo by Deborah Crocker)

After a sponsor in Celebrate Recovery told me she couldn’t help me, I cried for three days. She was a recovering drug addict. But she said she didn’t know how to help someone with a food addiction. Because I was beyond the help of an x-drug addict. But God. But God.

In 2014, age 61, after losing 90 pounds. (Photo by Deborah Crocker)

Then I cried out to God and He helped me lose over 90 pounds. No pills, no shots, or no surgery. Just God. Now it’s over 11 years later. Yes, I’ve gained some back, but I’m never giving up. God’s not giving up on me and He is not giving up on you either.

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Now 11 years later, age 72. (Photo by Deborah Crocker)

So, I want to lose another 20 pounds. I want to write books. And I want to help others to win victory over their own weight loss struggles.

So, what about you? What do you want? Also, what are your dreams? What do you want out of life?

During parts of May and June 2025, we went on vacation out west to Yellowstone and other sites. One of the sites we visited was the Crazy Horse Memorial. It’s awesome and huge. They’re still working on it, after 77 years. God is still working on you too. Check out the following link: https://crazyhorsememorial.org/

One thing that impressed me about this memorial was their statement, “Never forget your dreams.” So, what are your dreams? What do you want out of life? Think about this, what do you want to achieve? What do you want to be your legacy? Again, I say to you, “Never forget your dreams. Never give up.”

I bought this little medallion to remind me. “Never forget your dreams.”

Never give up
Never forget your dreams. -never give up. (Photo by Deborah Crocker)

God placed those dreams inside of you. And you can be confident of this, He’s going to continue working on you until those dreams are finished. He has planned for your victory. Try talking to Him about your dreams. It just might surprise you how He answers your heart.

No matter how many times you messed up. No matter how many times you fell down, God will pick you up, clean you up, and give you a new start. Yes, after talking to Him and telling Him all about your failures, He will cleanse you and give you a new beginning, clean and fresh.

Then as you continue to seek His guidance and follow His leading, He will lead you to the fulfillment of those dreams He placed within you so long ago. Talk to Him today. How about now?

FEED ON THIS

God is the One who began this good work in you, and I am certain that He won’t stop before it is complete on the day that Christ Jesus returns. Philippians 1:6 CEV

The godly may trip seven times, but they will get up again. But one disaster is enough to overthrow the wicked. Proverbs 24:16 NLT

He gives power to the weak and to those who have no might, He increases strength. Even youths will become weak and tired, and young men will fall in exhaustion. But those who trust in the Lord will find new strength. they will soar high on wings like eagles. they will run and not grow weary. They will walk and not faint. Isaiah 40:29-31 NKJV

Look for your victory
Look For Your Victory (Photo by Deborah Crocker)

Yesterday’s Success

Child, yesterday’s success was because I helped you. I gave you the strength to make it through without binge eating. Although you almost messed up when you ate those pecans, but I took the desire for more away from you.

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Yesterday’s success was because of God’s help. (Photo by Deborah Crocker)

So, your yesterday’s success was because of My Presence with you. Know I will heal you of this binge eating. Trust Me. Look to Me for your instruction on how to eat. Listen as I lead you. Then follow and obey My instructions.

If you focus, listen, and follow My guidance, you will succeed in your personal victory. Because I will be leading you and I always win the victory. After all, you asked for My help, and I intend for you to win too.

Lord, I need your wisdom, just to get through each day and make decisions as I go. I need your wisdom even to relate to those You place in my life. Help me to bring You honor and praise.

Thank you for the weight loss in spite of eating those pecans after supper. I can’t believe I lost another pound. Wow! Thank you for Your help.

Child, if you had stuck to the plan I gave you, it would have been more weight loss. Listen to Me and follow how I lead you. Then you will have more success for I am success. In fact, I am victory.

Yesterday’s success is not enough. I intend for you to be successful in this weight loss journey and your life as well. In fact, all who seek My will, listen, and follow as I lead them will win their victories, especially over “self”. Because I always win.

Feed On This

If you need wisdom, ask our generous God, and He will give it to you. He will not rebuke you for asking. But when you ask HIm, be sure that your faith is in God alone. James 1:5

I [the Lord] will instruct you and teach you in the way you should go; I will counsel you with My eye upon you. Psalm 32:8 (Amplified Bible, Classic Edition)

But Jesus looked at them and said, “With men it is impossible, but not with God; for with God all things are possible.” Mark 10 :27

Look for your victory
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It Just Takes Faith

Lord, I know it just takes faith. So I’m asking You to increase my faith, especially to overcome my compulsive overeating. This is what bothers me the most.

It takes faith
Believe it! Because it takes faith. (Photo by Deborah Crocker)
  • If anyone desires to come after Me, let him deny himself and take up his cross and follow Me. Matthew 16:24
  • . . . If you have faith as a mustard seed, you will say to this mountain, “Move from here to there, and it will move, and nothing will be impossible for you. Matthew 17:20

Child of Mine, not even losing excess weight is impossible. In fact, it’ll be easy. Because it just takes a little faith.

  • However this kind does not go out except by prayer and fasting. Matthew 17:21

Child of Mine, yes, it will take some denying yourself and some fasting. So start today with denying yourself and some fasting too.

But Lord, I don’t like to fast. I don’t want to fast.

Child of Mine, know that everytime you say, “No” to calories-laden food pleasure, it’s a form of fasting. Everytime you say “No” to temptation, you’ll grow stronger. So begin your walk in your new strength today.

  • Jesus said to him, “If you believe, all things are possible to him who believes. Mark 9:23
  • Lord, I believe. Help my unbelief.” Mark 9:24

So, Child of Mine, it will take some fasting and letting go, for your victory. Are you willing?

Lord, I am willing, but I am weak.

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Trust Me Child, Because today is a day of victory for you. (Photo by Deborah Crocker)

Child of Mine, I will help you.

  • Let the weak say I am strong. Joel 3:10
  • The Lord is my strength and my shield; my heart trust in Him, and I am helped. Therefore my heart greatly rejoices, and with my song I will praise Him. Psalms 28:7
  • In the day I cried out, You answered me, and made me bold with strength in my soul. Psalms 138:8

Child of Mine, you already have the strength to say “No” to temptation for I have already given it to you.

  • You are of God, little children, and have overcome them, because He who is in you is greater than he who is in the world. 1John 4:4

Yes, Child of Mine, you have all the power you need. As a matter of fact, you already have all the strength you need to overcome and destroy all the giants of defeat in your life. Because the victory to overcome is already yours. In fact I have granted you victory.

  • I will instruct you and teach you in the way you should go. I will guide you with My eye. Psalms 32:8

Child of Mine, I will lead you to the victory I designed for you. After all, you just need a little faith.

Act like it! Believe it.
Act like it. Then believe it’ (Photo by Deborah Crocker)

Believe it all

Because it takes faith. (Photo by Deborah Crocker)

Freedom From Entrapment

Child, I’m offering you freedom from entrapment. So come to Me all throughout your day. Then I can help you walk in freedom, joy, and peace. But you must come to Me first seeking My direction over all your choices, even your food choices. For then, I can set you free from your food addiction.

Lord, I don’t know what to do.

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God will lead you to your freedom. (Photo by Deborah Crocker)

Come to Me all throughout this day. Talk to Me about everything, especially before making decisions. Because then I can lead you to what is best for your life. And I will give you victory. After all, you do want victory, don’t you?

Yes Sir, I do.

Then, Child, the only to guarantee you have for victory is to walk in My Presence. Because there you will find peace, strength, and wisdom. As you seek Me, I will lead you. In fact My Child, I have victory for this day already planned for you. So look for it.

Instead of your “to do” list, why don’t you make a “Victory list” for today. Throughout your day, list your victories. Try this every hour. Then you can see how blessed you are.

As you look for your victories, you’ll find them. They will not be hard for you to see. Just open your eyes. Because I have placed them all around you. Just look and see what I have done.

Also turn your eyes away from evil of all kinds, your so-called news, your so-called social media, and your so-called entertainment. Turn your eyes upon Jesus . . .

Lord, I turn to You. Help me today in all I do and say. Guide me in all my eating and not eating too. Indeed, I want freedom from this entrapment of food addiction. So I ask You, help me defeat this enemy within my life.

I give myself to You. Have Your way in my life. Thank you for hearing my prayers and My heart-cries too.

Feed On This:

You will keep him in perfect peace, whose mind is stayed on You, because he trusts in You . Trust in the Lord forever, for in Yah, the Lord, is everlasting strength. Isaiah 26:3,4

And He said to her, “Daughter, your faith has made you well. Go in peace, and be healed of your affliction. Mark 5:34

For you did not receive the spirit of bondage again to fear, but you received the Spirit of adoption by whom we cry out, “Abba, Father.” Romans 8: 15

Surrender is the key. (Photo by Deborah Crocker)

Completed Victory In 40 Days

Completed Victory
Completed Victory in 40 days (Photo by Deborah Crocker)

I completed 40 Days in Victory over food addiction. During this 40 days, I was recuperating from foot surgery and mostly sitting in a chair with my foot prompt up. I knew if I ate whatever I wanted and as much as I wanted I would gain more weight. And this would just make my situation worse.

So with God’s help, I determined to follow the way God instructed me to eat when He helped me loss over 90 pounds. I am so amazed. During my time of recuperation following God’s instructions for my eating, I lost 11 pounds.

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