What I Learned by Depending on God to Lose Weight – Lost 10 lbs.

I’d like to share some insights of what I learned by depending on God to help me lose weight. To begin with, I replaced my nighttime binge eating habit with searching through the Bible for a scripture to encourage me. No organized plan, just random searching.

Depending on God to help me lose weight. (Picture by Deborah Crocker)

This plan was based on Joshua 1:8- This Book of the Law shall not depart from your mouth, but you should meditate in it day and night, that you may observe to do all that is written in it, for then you will make your way prosperous, and then you will have good success.

I do want success and to lose my excess weight. Don’t you? So, here’s a list of what I learned during this experiment:

1. Pray first, before looking at a menu, before deciding what to cook in your kitchen, and before ordering at the fast food drive-up. Pray before every food situation. I don’t know about you, but I need wisdom in my food choices. (If you need wisdom, ask our generous God, and He will give it to you. He will not rebuke you for asking. James 1:5 NLT)

2. Listen for God’s guidance. Usually, it’s a quiet knowing in your heart. (Your ears shall hear a word behind you, saying, “This is the way, walk, in it,” whenever you turn to the right hand or whenever you turn to the left. Isaiah 30:21

3. Follow God’s guidance. Obey His leading. Before every meal, pray for wisdom. Wait until you know. Then follow as He leads you.

Depending on God to help me lose weight. (Picture by Deborah Crocker)

4. Wait until you are hungry before eating. With me, usually my stomach growls. Sometimes, it’s just an empty feeling.

5. Stop eating before you get full. Don’t argue with God, you want it all. I’ve done that before and it resulted in weight gained. So, if you want God to lead you, follow His guidance.

6. Sometimes your body wants to keep what you ate and not let it go. Therefore, the scales will stay the same for days. But hold on, if you continue to stay on program, the scales will go down. Never give up.

7. Use the scales as a tool, not punishment. They’ll help you learn how specific foods affect your body. For example, some people consider pork skins a good snack since they’re zero carbs. But pork skins cause me to gain weight.

8. Be careful, even what you consider to be low calorie foods can cause weight gain. Remember, all things in moderation. Once, I ate three bowls of egg drop soup thinking it was safe to eat as comfort food. I thought it was low calorie. Nope, it caused weight gain. So be careful.

9. Don’t beat yourself up for mistakes. (See above concerning egg drop soup.) Just consider it a lesson learned.

10. Celebrate your victories, even your small victories, but not with food. How many times did our moms reward us with a cookie for good behavior as a child? No wonder I love cookies. I was the good child. Laughter.

But thanks be to God, who gives us the victory through our Lord Jesus Christ. 1 Corinthians 15:57

Depending on God to help me lose weight
It takes faith. (Photo by Deborah Crocker)

“Experience My Love” – God

My child, tell the others how much I love them so they can experience My love too. It is more than “get saved”. It’s to live in and experience My love for them, for I truly love each one.

If only they could comprehend the infinity of My love for them. If only they could understand infinite expanse of My love for them. Then they would gladly come into My Presence.

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Experience God’s Love (Photo by Deborah Crocker)

But alas, some listen to the lies of the enemy who tells them I only want to control them and make their lives miserable. They suppose I am full of impossible rules of submission, performance, and more work. Nay, I say. Lies, lies.

What I do want is to fill their lives with joy unspeakable, love without boundaries, inexpressible love, and peace within their hearts, souls, and mind. This peace is inconceivable to those who reject My love.

My Child, it’s My pleasure to be with My children just as it’s your pleasure to be with your children.

My Lord, how we all need you, your love, the peace you give, and the joy we have in your Presence. Oh, the sweetness of life is your Presence, the joy of being in your Presence. Thank you for your love.

In fact, I am the God of eternal love, not the condemning God that the enemy, the chief liar, accuses Me of being. Yes, I am the God of the unconceivable, beyond your comprehension love, love beyond eternity.

I know it is hard for you to fully understand the fullness of My love. But as you come forth into My Presence you will understand more and more. Indeed, as you seek My Presence, you will experience more and more of My love, joy and peace.

My Lord God Almighty, I do want Your Presence with me. I do want Your love.

Experience God’s Love (Photo by Alexis Crocker)

Child, I also want you. This is so I can fill your heart, soul, and mind with My love, joy, and peace. Try to understand the fullness of My love.

The enemy, chief of liars, has portrayed Me as the hard judge just waiting to punish you every time you step out of line. Not so, I am the God of eternal beyond comprehension, eternal love, joy, and peace.

What I offer to those who will accept it, is a life of love, joy, peace, and assurance of victory, no matter the circumstances. So come, My child, come receive what I offer you, a new life of love, joy, and peace, a new life of victory.

Come receive. Because I am not a God who takes away joy and demands your sacrifice. No, instead, I am a God who willingly sacrificed Myself for you. I gave all of Myself for you so that you could freely receive true life eternal.

Experience God’s Love (Photo by Deborah Crocker)

Come, experience My love. Bask in My love, a love you have never had before. Because I offer you true life, more abundantly full of love, joy, and peace. Now come receive what I have in My hand for you. It’s just waiting for you to receive.

Yes Sir, here I am. Fill me, Lord with Yourself. Fill me with more of You. I choose You. Help me to walk in Your will, in all things, in all my ways.

God’s Love for You

What then shall we say to these things? If God is for us, who can be against us? He who did not spare His own Son, but delivered Him up for us all, how shall He not with Him also freely give us all things? Romans 8:31-32

For God so loved the world that He gave His only begotten Son, that whoever believes in Him should not perish but have everlasting life. John3:16

Greater love has no one than this, than to lay down one’s life for his friends. John 15:13

It takes faith. (Photo by Deborah Crocker)

Listen And Obey Without Hesitation

Child, if you will listen and obey without hesitation, then “I will instruct you and teach you in the way you should go. I will guide you with My eye.” Psalms 32:8.

Lord, that’s what I want. Guide me, lead me.

Listen and Obey (Photo by Deborah Crocker)

Then, My child, you must be willing to listen and obey without hesitation the first time, not later. So follow My instructions immediately when you hear My voice speaking to your heart.

But Lord, how will I know it’s You and not myself speaking to myself?

Child, you will know. My children hear My voice, “Your ears will hear a word behind you, saying, ‘This is the way, walk in it,’ whenever you turn to the right hand or whenever you turn to the left” Isaiah 30:21

Lord, I want to hear Your voice.

Then My child, you must be willing to listen. Be still before Me and listen. Be still before Me and listen. Fine tune your ears. Shut out all distractions and be willing to listen and obey. Also, be willing to follow as I lead you.

Be still and know I am God. . . Psalms 46:10

Lord, what do you say now?

Listen and obey
God loves you. (Photo by Deborah Crocker)

Child, I love you; I adore you, and I will never give up on you no matter how many times you turn away. I will always be calling your name and I will always be calling on your heart. So come before Me now, My child, and let Me speak to your heart, soul, and mind.

Then I will fill you with Myself, My Presence, so that you may go forth sharing My love with those I place in your path. Even those that irritate you, share My love with them. Even those that intimidate you, share My love with them. And even those who hurt and disappoint you, share My love with them.

Because that’s what I do. Many have hurt and disappointed Me. But yet, I continue reaching out for them, each one, to share My love with them. Even though many reject Me, I still continue reaching out to them in love.

Because I am patient, I will wait as long as it takes to reach each one. Also, I am constantly providing opportunities and additional chances for each one to come to Me in surrender so that I may bless them. I plan to each one individually with My love, My precious tender love.

Since I’ve already made the sacrifice. I’m only waiting for them, each one, to suddenly awaken from their slumber and spiritual blindness to come to the realization of My deep love for them, for each one exactly where they are and what they are doing. I am still calling on their hearts, souls, and minds.

Come home, My child. Come home, for I am waiting to bless you with blessed assurance of My love for you. So, come home My Child. Run into My waiting arms to receive you with My forgiveness of all your past, all your present, and even all your mistakes in your future.

In fact, I will heal you of your brokenness, both inside and out. So come forth, My child. Come into My Presence for I am calling your name. I have not forgotten you and I never will.

Choose God’s Way (Photo by Deborah Crocker)

But it is up to you to choose, for I will never ever force Myself upon you. No, instead I am forever waiting for you, to receive you into My arms, to love you and to cover you with My blessings of love eternally.

Come to Me, My child. I am calling your name. In fact, I have your name written on My hand. I will never forget you or forsake you. I will never cheat on you for I am the one who loves you more than you can imagine or know.

So come to Me, My child, for I am here for you. I offer unto you a life filled with joy and peace, love and joy. Come unto Me, My child. Come unto Me.

Never Give Up! (Photo by Deborah Crocker)

Guilt and Self-Criticism

Child, you take on guilt and self-criticism of many things. Then you beat yourself up over every mistake. So next time you make an error, come to Me with what you think you broke. Bring it to Me. Turn it over to Me. Because I understand you’re human, and I understand your weaknesses.

But know this, I will make you strong. Child, quit beating yourself up. You have many self-inflicted wounds in your spirit, due to your own self-inflicted beatings. Stop it. See and behold, you, My daughter, My child, one I created a creature of beauty.

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You are wonderfully made. (Phot0 by Deborah Crocker)

When you look in the mirror, you see wrinkles and age spots. Even your nose and lips, you criticize. My child, do you know I created that nose and those lips. So, every time you criticize them, you are criticizing My creation, what I made.

So, stop it. See yourself as I see you, My beautiful daughter, My beautiful creation, the daughter I created. You, My child, you.

Yes, there are flaws of selfishness and greed. But as you yield to My love for you, I will erase and remove these flaws one at a time. Also, you will notice guilt and self-criticism are gone as well.

(Photo by Deborah Crocker)

Child, I will make all things beautiful. That was My intent all along and I will have My way for in the end all things will be beautiful. For I will have My victory.

Thank you, Lord, for talking with me.

Child, it is My pleasure to talk with all My children. If only they would listen, stop running around aimlessly or so preoccupied with their own agenda and media. Then they could hear My voice calling on their hearts, souls, and minds.

Because I am calling on each one. I am calling their names. If only they would listen, then they could hear My love words for them. I do indeed love each one and I will set them free from all that holds them in bondage. That is My intent, to set My people free.

You think it is only politics or debt that holds My people in bondage. No, My child, it is much more. Just as you have strongholds of guilt, shame, unforgiveness (especially of yourself), a judgmental attitude (especially of yourself), and assorted addictions, others do also.

And I intend to set all of you free, free indeed. It is My will that all be full of My glory, My Presence, and My Holy Spirit. I died suffering the worst earthly death to set My people free so they could walk, live and breathe in My love for them.

God loves you more than you can know. (Photo by Deborah Crocker)

They think I am a God of rules and punishment. But no, I am a God of eternal love, freedom, and forgiveness. So, if they would come to Me, then I would set them free and cleanse them from all that holds them in bondage.

I would set them free to a new life and re-create them into a new creature, a new man, a new woman, walking, living, and breathing in My love for them and My victory. Now, come to Me, for I will set you free.

Feed On This

For the Lord is the Spirit, and wherever the Spirit of the Lord is, there is freedom. 2 Corinthians 3:17

“If you abide in My Word, you are My disciples indeed. And you shall know the truth, and the truth shall make you free. John 8:31-32

Therefore, if the Son makes you free, you shall be free indeed. John 8:36

This means that anyone who belongs to Christ has become a new person. The old life is gone; a new life has begun! 2 Corinthians 5:17

Never Give Up! (Photo by Deborah Crocker)

Obedience Brings Freedom

My child, I say unto you, “Obedience brings freedom.” You want a diet, a program, or a plan. But My child, it is obedience that brings freedom.

Obedience brings freedom
Freedom, success, and victory is possible with God. (Phot by Deborah Crocker)

When you are on a diet, program, or exercise plan, you obey the structure of that plan. You hope it will bring you desired results. But why not obey My plan for you? Then you will be on My program and My plan for you.

My plan for you is the highest and the best. So why not follow My instructions in obedience and yield your desires to My will for you? In fact, Child, obedience is a key to freedom.

When you follow a structured diet plan, you are obeying its rules. So why not follow My plan for you? My plan will bring you victory and success.

But Lord, I can’t seem to stick to any plan for that matter.

Believe. God has already designed your victory. (Phot by Deborah Crocker)

Oh, why do you doubt, My child of little faith? Know ye not yet, I AM the God of all, over all things? I have all power and all ability to set you free. So come to Me for your deliverance. My truth shall set you free.

But Lord, what is truth?

The truth is I AM the God that healeth thee. I AM the God who gave His life in exchange for yours. I AM the God who loves you more than any other. And I AM the God who reaches out to you in love. In fact, I AM for you, and I want your success and victory.

Child, I have come to save the world, whosoever will believe. You believe I rose from the dead. Now believe I can bring forth your victory. You don’t have to stay in this place of defeat. Because I have already planned for your victory. Now you just need to believe it.

But Lord, when it comes to food, I go braindead. In fact, I become a zombie and mindlessly overeat.

My Child, this is a trap of bondage to compulsive overeating. Because I created food for you as nourishment for your body, not as a stronghold of defeat. Child, I have come to set you free. So walk in My freedom today for I have already planned and delivered your victory.

It is not My will for you to walk in defeat and shame. But it is My will for you to walk in victory. Now, My child, go forth today in your victory.

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Look For Your Victory (Photo by Deborah Crocker)

Feed On This

For with God nothing is ever impossible and no word from God shall be without power or impossible of fulfillment. Luke 1:37 AMPC

Now all glory to God, who is able, through His mighty power at work withing us, to accomplish infinitely more than we might ask or think. Ephesians 3:20 NLT

Jesus said to him, “If you can believe, all things are possible to him who believes.” Mark 9:23 NKJV

Never Give Up! (Photo by Deborah Crocker)

Freedom Through Surrender

Child, you can gain freedom through surrender.

Lord, I don’t understand.

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My Lord will give you victory. (Picture by Deborah Crocker)

Child, I offer unto you freedom from all that entraps you, for I AM the way to freedom. It is through surrender of your will to My will that your freedom is released unto you.

The more you surrender, the more you are set free. This does not sound logical to you, freedom found in surrender. But it is so, for I AM the God of the universe, and all things will be as I declare it to be so.

Now go forth in Your freedom, the one I designed for your life. Go forth in your victory. Never give up, except to surrender your will to Mine. Then you will be filled with My power and strength to go forth as I lead you to victory.

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Freedom comes through surrender to God’s will. (Photo by Deborah Crocker)

I have a victory designed for each life. If only they would stop running in their circles long enough to seek My will and then surrender, then they would find their victory. Because I am a God of victory, I have already planned the best for each life.

In fact, I win every time, no matter what you see. Know this, as you look around to behold what you see, I AM the WINNER overall. And I always have the victory for I am the God of victory. So, rejoice, my child for your victory is at hand.

Child, your victory is here now! Already done. So, rejoice!

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I have not yet reached my goal, and I am not perfect. But Christ has taken hold of me. So, I keep on running and struggling to take hold of the prize. My friends, I don’t feel I have already arrived. But I forget what is behind, and I struggle for what is ahead. Philippians 3:12-13 CEV

Rejoice in the Lord always. Again, I will say, rejoice! Philippians 4:4 NKJV

For the Lord is the Spirit, and wherever the Spirit of the Lord is, there is freedom. 2Corinthians 3:17 NLT

Never Give Up! (Photo by Deborah Crocker)

Never Forget Your Dreams, Never Give Up

No matter what’s going on in your life, I want to encourage you “Never forget your dreams. Never give up”.

For me, a lifetime struggle has been my weight. Most of my life I have weighed over 200+ pounds. But back in 2013, God worked a miracle in my life. I weighted 241 pounds, and He helped me lose around 90 pounds.

Me, in 2013, weighing 241 pounds (Photo by Deborah Crocker)

After a sponsor in Celebrate Recovery told me she couldn’t help me, I cried for three days. She was a recovering drug addict. But she said she didn’t know how to help someone with a food addiction. Because I was beyond the help of an x-drug addict. But God. But God.

In 2014, age 61, after losing 90 pounds. (Photo by Deborah Crocker)

Then I cried out to God and He helped me lose over 90 pounds. No pills, no shots, or no surgery. Just God. Now it’s over 11 years later. Yes, I’ve gained some back, but I’m never giving up. God’s not giving up on me and He is not giving up on you either.

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Now 11 years later, age 72. (Photo by Deborah Crocker)

So, I want to lose another 20 pounds. I want to write books. And I want to help others to win victory over their own weight loss struggles.

So, what about you? What do you want? Also, what are your dreams? What do you want out of life?

During parts of May and June 2025, we went on vacation out west to Yellowstone and other sites. One of the sites we visited was the Crazy Horse Memorial. It’s awesome and huge. They’re still working on it, after 77 years. God is still working on you too. Check out the following link: https://crazyhorsememorial.org/

One thing that impressed me about this memorial was their statement, “Never forget your dreams.” So, what are your dreams? What do you want out of life? Think about this, what do you want to achieve? What do you want to be your legacy? Again, I say to you, “Never forget your dreams. Never give up.”

I bought this little medallion to remind me. “Never forget your dreams.”

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Never forget your dreams. -never give up. (Photo by Deborah Crocker)

God placed those dreams inside of you. And you can be confident of this, He’s going to continue working on you until those dreams are finished. He has planned for your victory. Try talking to Him about your dreams. It just might surprise you how He answers your heart.

No matter how many times you messed up. No matter how many times you fell down, God will pick you up, clean you up, and give you a new start. Yes, after talking to Him and telling Him all about your failures, He will cleanse you and give you a new beginning, clean and fresh.

Then as you continue to seek His guidance and follow His leading, He will lead you to the fulfillment of those dreams He placed within you so long ago. Talk to Him today. How about now?

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God is the One who began this good work in you, and I am certain that He won’t stop before it is complete on the day that Christ Jesus returns. Philippians 1:6 CEV

The godly may trip seven times, but they will get up again. But one disaster is enough to overthrow the wicked. Proverbs 24:16 NLT

He gives power to the weak and to those who have no might, He increases strength. Even youths will become weak and tired, and young men will fall in exhaustion. But those who trust in the Lord will find new strength. they will soar high on wings like eagles. they will run and not grow weary. They will walk and not faint. Isaiah 40:29-31 NKJV

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Look For Your Victory (Photo by Deborah Crocker)

How God Feels About You

This is how God feels about you. Read it out loud to yourself. Know He loves you much. Believe it. Because it is true.

“Lord, you know everything there is to know about me. You perceive every movement of my heart and soul, and you understand my every thought before it even enters my mind. You are so intimately aware of me, Lord.

Yes, He knows all about you.

You read my heart like an open book and you know all the words I’m about to speak before I even start a sentence. You know every step I will take before my journey even begins. You’ve gone into my future to prepare the way, and in kindness you follow behind me to spare me from the harm of my past.

With your hand of love upon my life, you impart a blessing to me. Wherever I go, your hand will guide me; your strength will empower me.

Every single moment you are thinking of me. How precious and wonderful to consider that you cherish me constantly in your every thought. O God, your desires toward me are more than the grains of sand on every shore.

When I awake each morning, you’re still with me. God, I invite your searching gaze into my heart. Examine me through and through; find out everything that may be hidden within me. Put me to the test and sift through all my anxious cares.

See if there is any path of pain I’m walking on, and lead me back to your glorious, everlasting ways— the path that brings me back to you.” Psalms 139:1-5, 10, 17-18, 23-24 TPT

That’s how God feels about you. He wrote you a love letter. No matter what you think, know this, God loves you more than you know.

God even has your name written on the palm of His hand. Yes, your name. Because He loves you so much, He died for you.

Isaiah 49:16 NKJV
See, I have inscribed you on the palms of My hands; Your walls are continually before Me.

That’s how God feels about you.

Defeat The Giants In Your Life

Defeat all the giants in your life in five ways and gain your victory. Yes, you can kill all your giants, no matter who or what they are. Because God has guaranteed your victory through Jesus Christ. Therefore, you’re a winner. And you will defeat all the giants in your life.

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With God on your side, you will win. (Phot by Deborah Crocker)

Since this blog is about losing weight, I’ll be discussing the giant of excess weight. But because of the power of Jesus, you can defeat every one of your giants: defeat, discouragement, depression, worry, and stress too. You may have other giants, not listed, but with God on your side you can defeat them all.

Read the story of David and how he killed Goliath in 1 Samuel 17. In this story is listed five things David did to gain his victory over Goliath.

1. To begin with, David asked, “Who is this that he should defeat the armies of God?” He considered God Almighty more powerful than Goliath. Good news: If you’ve asked Jesus to live in your heart, then you have the power of God inside of you. Therefore you have more power inside of you than the giants harassing you.

So we should say, “Who is this giant that harasses me? Is this giant greater than God?” Remember, with God on your side, you win.

He that is in you is greater than he who is in the world. I John 4:4

2. David recalled how he fought and defeated a lion and a bear. He remembered his past battles. Remember those times, you resisted temptations to overeat and you turned away. That was you winning the battle.

God helped you in your past battles and He will help you now. So remember your past victories and know because God’s on your side, you will defeat this giant in front of you now.

Because God is on your side, you can defeat all your giants. (Photo by Deborah Crocker)

3. Saul tried to get David to use his armor to fight Goliath. It didn’t fit David, so he left it. Instead he selected five stones to use in his sling.

God has the perfect eating plan just for you. It may be three meals a day or five small meals. Whatever it is, know God has an individual eating plan just for you. So seek God’s wisdom about what you should or should not eat.

I will instruct you and teach you in the way you should go; I will guide you with My eye. Psalms 32:8

4. Realize God is on your side. He intents for you to have victory in your life. So speak victory to your issue, the giant in your life. David did and he won. You’ll win too. Say out loud, just like David did, “The Lord will deliver you into my hands. Therefore, I will win.” Declare your victory.

Then David said, . . . This day the Lord will deliver you into my hand. . . . 1 Samuel 17: 45-46

5. Realize the battle is the Lord’s. Therefore you’re on the winning side and you will defeat all the giants in your life. With God, all things are possible, even your victory.

For the battle is the Lord’s and He will give you into our hands.” 1Samuel 17:47

David spoke these words to his giant and he won because God was on his side. Therefore, you will win and defeat your giants too. Because God is on your side too. So speak to your giants and tell them the battle is the Lord’s.

In conclusion, David had five stones to defeat his giant, Goliath. And you now have five ways listed above to destroy your giants. As long as you seek God’s Presence, and follow His guidance, with God on your side, you are guaranteed your victory.

Free

My children are to be free, not held in bondage to any one person or group, not even to their own self-inflicted bondage. Because I came to set My people free. Yes, free indeed.

In fact, I died for your freedom from sins and theirs too.

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Jesus came to set us free. (Photo by Deborah Crocker)

How this conversation started –

Hi Lord, can I have Your Presence while I’m soaking in this tub full of water?  ( I had my Bible, notebook, phones, and a large glass of ice water sitting on the side of the tub getting prepared for a long soak.)

Child, My Presence is with you no matter where you are. Because I have no physical limitations whatsoever. So, yes I am here.

Lord, no disrespect intended. But I’ve been thinking about this group of people. So I need to know what You want me to do?

Child, I know your heart. 

So Lord, do You want me to write about this?

Yes, My child, warn My children. Because I want them to be free, not held in bondage to any one person or group, not even to their own self-inflicted bondage.  I came to set My people free. Yes, free indeed. I died for your freedom from sins and theirs too.

Then Jesus said to those Jews who believed in HIm, “If you abide in My Word, you are My disciples indeed. And you shall know the truth, and the truth shall make you free.” John 8:31

 Child, know that I have given no “new word” to any one person. Instead I speak to all the hearts of those who love Me and follow My voice. I speak to each one of My children, each and every one individually in different ways so that each one can fully understand My love for them. All they have to do is listen to My voice within their hearts.

But know this as a fact, I have given no “new word” to any one specific person or group of people for I AM the Word and there is no other.

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My sheep hear My voice, and I know them, and they follow Me. And I will give them eternal life, and they shall never perish; neither shall anyone snatch them out of My hand. My Father, who has given them to Me, is greater than all, and no one is able to snatch them out of My Father’s hand. I and My Father are one. John 10: 27-30 

Jesus came to set you free
Freedom is found in Jesus. (Photo by Deborah Crocker)