Lord, I need assurance of Your love. How can you still love me? Yesterday I was determined to start over again, but last night I was in my kitchen eating the leftover roast right out of the pot at 10:30pm. Now this morning I feel sick, bloated, just awful. Lord, I want to be right, do right, and feel good. I can never earn Your love.What am I to do?
My Confession in 2013.
Here I am again Lord, all bloated, full, miserable, and ashamed, wondering, “How did I get here?” I sense that my overeating has created a gulf between me and You. I feel that as I overfed my fleshly desires, your presence left. Didn’t I say yesterday that I wanted to be free of this bondage? Then last night, I was in the kitchen stuffing my face until well after 10p.m. Lord, how can I ever break free from this vicious cycle of defeat? Continue reading CONFESSION
For many years I have written my prayers to maintain both my focus and as a release from my stresses. These prayers are written in the form of dialogs with God. I would write my concerns, questions, and then write the answers just as they came into my heart.